3 Miles and a New Running Buddy?

Yesterday was quite the day. Mark and I headed to the gym. I promised him a gym run this week, and this was it. I ran a pretty quick 3 miles - 35:40. Physically I felt good, great in fact. This bodes well for my running season.

The big news of the day was Friday. Not the day. Friday is a 6 month old lab/doberman mix. She is all energy and very sweet. We adopted her from PAWS Chicago, which is a shelter housing many dogs and cats. Mark and I met with three dogs, and Friday was the one.

We got her yesterday, and already she is getting used to us. Slowly I want to introduce her to running. Anyone know how to train a dog to run with you?

Charlie

"This Shit is Great!"

Sorry for the abrupt title, but that was what Mark exclaimed as we finished 6 miles today. It was the first time Mark has run 6 miles. I had a bit of a struggle getting him out of the door, but man he took to the road and did great today.

My job during these runs is to be supportive and helpful. What I found is I am going a bit too fast for Mark. Since I am not used to running with a running partner this is taking some getting used to, but I will learn.

So Mark's training is going well, and I am thrilled we are running outdoors. My overall mood has improved 110% since I started running outside. Today we headed to Andersonville, which is where I loved running during my marathon training.

Charlie

A Tale of Two Runs

This week I was outside running for the first time in this year, and man did it feel GREAT! I think part of why I have been down has been my lack of outdoor running. Note to self....run outside more, no matter how cold....er not.

The first one was Monday with Mark. I tried to get him to go six miles, but he was really in a bad mood - grumpy even, and we ended up doing 4 miles. Still not too bad, but I would have preferred 6. Oh well. Tonight was a 2.8 mile run. I just wanted a quick run after work.

The weather was perfect. Temps were in the 40s and it was a nice night. We close to Andersonville, a favorite running area of mine, so off I went. I bobbed and weaved around people, and I think I was even smiling as I ran. Got to be a good sign. I worked up a really good sweat, on the way to the mid point, then I took off during the last part.

I successfully cleared my mind as I ran. I didn't take the iPod. I just hummed a tune I like and that really helped me clear the cobwebs of my mind.

Mark was again not in a good mood, so he stayed home. I actually liked to run on my own. As much as I like running with him, I really like the time on my own as I run.

Maybe I am turning things around?

Charlie

Size Does Matter

I have written on this previously, but I want to cover it again, because the issue comes up time and time again. Folks - size does matter, at least in your running shoes. Over the last week I have dealt with women who just can't handle that they need a bigger size shoe.

Let me talk to the ladies for a moment....

Ladies, when we fit you for a running shoe, it is actually in your best interest and health that we fit you in a 1/2 to full size beyond what we measure. Preventing blisters, black toe nails(which will fall off) and circulation problems. As we run, our feet take a pounding, as a result our feet swell. The shoe needs to accommodate that swelling.

I have dealt with women who actually get angry when I explain to them that they do not have size 6 1/2 feet. I am NOT saying you have fat feet. I am telling you, you are NOT a 6 1/2. One woman told me this week that there was no way she was wearing a size 8. This is a woman with bunions, achy arches, and her feet go numb. She wears a size 6 1/2 shoe. She measured a size 7 1/2. I told her the larger shoe would begin to alleviate her issues. She would have none of it. In the end, it isn't my job to save people from themselves, I sell shoes. I will sell a person whatever shoe they like. I do want to make sure though I offer my advice, and let people know their options.

So the women don't think I am just picking on them, some men have issues as well. 9 times out of 10 though, a man will agree with me, and g with the larger size. Maybe it's a vanity issue?

One more time....Ladies. I am not being critical, and your feet aren't fat. They just need some room.

Charlie

A Couple Days of Good

It's easy to talk about the last couple of days, because I think they have gone pretty well. Yesterday I was very careful about what I had to eat. Breakfast was a yogurt and a plain bagel - no cream cheese. A few hours later I had about of cup of trail mix - very yummy. Lunch a simple PB and J sandwich, some baked potato chips and a Girl Scout Cookie(darn those Girl Scouts). Dinner was some glazed carrots, rice and a chicken parmasean Mark made, which was wonderful.

Today was a running day. I ran a hard 3 miles. I cranked up the speed and ran the last mile on a hill program. I was tired, but felt oh so good. Foodwise today - a bowl of Life cereal and a scone. Lunch - a tuna sandwich with some cheese and spinach. Dinner - potato soup.

While I am not ready to weigh myself, I felt good, and that is a bit more important. I haven't felt good in a while about my body. I would say I looked pretty favorably on myself.

Charlie

Today's Food

I thought today was a pretty easy day. Because there was no exercise, I did not want to over do. Here is what I had:

Bowl of the Maple Shredded Wheat with Soymilk

1 cup of Blackberry yogurt

1 scone - afternoon snack

Buffalo Chili with cheese beans and rice

1 piece of cornbread with honey

Tomorrow is a cross train day, so back to the workout!

Charlie

New Plan

Sorry it has been a few days since I wrote. Quite a bit is going on, so I wanted to think before I wrote. You'd think that would be the norm, but normally I just write, and then think - go figure.

Friday was a visit to the doctor. We talked about my health and how disappointed I am with my weight gain, so he came up with a new idea for me. I should say, it isn't really new, but there is a new wrinkle. I am to write down what I eat, and email him each week, so he can see what I am eating. This gives him an idea of what I am taking in, and he said as I write it down, it might even scare me a bit to not go overboard, because I will have to be accountable for it. So I plan on writing down my eating here, as well as emailing it to him.

Yesterday was day 1. For the day I had:

1 bowl of shredded wheat(maple flavored)

1 apple

1 Mojo Bar

1 Peanut Butter and Jelly Sandwich

1 Chicken Caesar Salad with 2 small pieces of bread.

2 small scoops of chocolate ice cream.

I also ran 4.2 miles yesterday at the gym, at a pretty hard pace.

My running took on a new urgency this weekend. I did 3.25 miles on Sunday, and the 4.2 yesterday. My goal is to run about 16 miles this week. What I think is helping my running is I am more dedicated to my cross training. I am showing Mark how to use the machines at the gym to focus on different body parts. Last week we focused on the lower body - the glutes and legs. We were both a bit sore after that workout. We will do more of a total body workout this week.

My current weight is 212 lbs. I won't weigh myself for a couple of weeks, as I hate being a slave to the scale. I think it can raise you up, and kill you at the same time.

As for the training for the Indy Mini, Mark is looking good out there. His running is really kicking in. We talked about our plan for the race. I will be running with him, at whatever pace he decides. He is typically slower than I am, so no PR for me, but I knew that when I signed on.

My goal is to train for Philly later this year. I want to get under 2:45, and I think I have a great chance of doing it. Of course my chances improve as I get that weight down.

So I think I am a bit more on track, and not as depressed as I have been. Now I need to work on the mental aspect of this.

Charlie

Two Days of Work

Yesterday I ran 3 miles of a planned 5 mile run. I ran out of time. A late start doomed me, and I had to get to work. Still it was a good run, and I was happy with it. Work has been stressful of late, so I really wanted to get out of my head. I think I succeeded. I felt very good after the run, almost refreshed.

Today was a cross train day. I did 30 hard minutes on the eliptical and then did weight training for about another 30 minutes. My arms are killing me, but it was worth it to get the workout in. My thoughts here were that mixing more things into the workout would be cool.

I wouldn't mind doing pilates again. I like the challenge of pilates. I also wonder about a spinning class. Mark told me he is interested in a spinning class. I also think we could benefit from personal training. I think I may look into this.

2007, the year of my two marathons, I felt good, because I was physically strong from the cross training. I hate I have gotten away from that, so I am happy to get back into cross training.

Charlie

Cross Train - Feel Like I Know How to Get Back

Today was a cross training day. I spent 30 minutes on the Eliptical. I went at it pretty hard. I followed that up with 100 crunches, then on to the weights. I worked primarily on my back and arms. My arms are a bit sore, but they were still sore from the weight training a did a few days ago. I lessened the weights I was using. I had done too much too soon.

The cross train day made me feel like I knew how to get back into shape. I have to take it one day at a time. This is always a hard lesson. I have to remember on the first go round of weight loss, that it took me 40 years to get to over 300 lbs, losing any of it takes time. This was a good step.

Tomorrow the plan is to run 4-5 miles.

Charlie

Feeling Good

I like the fact that I am feeling better about my running this week. I have been focusing on what I can do mechanically to improve on things. So what did I do today in my 4 mile run? My focus was on keeping my upper body relaxed.

Earlier in the week I felt tight. I caught myself raising my shoulders. That's not good. So today my mantra was "Keep the shoulders down." I wanted to be sure I let go, and just let my arms hang a bit more relaxed. It worked. I found with a more relaxed body I could run easier and faster. I also found my breathing was a lot easier. My faster time I owe to the relaxing.

Charlie

Felt a Bit Better

Today I felt a bit better after the last couple of days. I think getting into a routine helped a bit. I also think putting my thoughts from yesterday on the blog freed my mind a bit. So I hit the gym to run 4 miles. I wanted to crank it up a bit on the treadmill, and I did. I finished in under 48 minutes. For me that is a quick pace. I wanted to run hard today. As a result I felt exhausted at the end, but I liked the fact that I did it all on the treadmill, and felt I could run no more.

I will confess I was still not 100% happy with myself. I was though 100% happy for Mark. He weighed in at 214 lbs today. He is doing a great job losing weight. I am so incredibly proud of him. He was all smiles as he stepped off the scale. I didn't weigh myself. I won't until next week. I am not a fan of weighing every day.

Tomorrow will be an off day. The key for me is to remember not to eat wildly. By that I mean, I can't go nuts eating. I have to mindful of everything that enters my body. Thursday - another 4 mile run.

Charlie

Hitting Rock Bottom

Really there is no other term for what I am feeling. Yesterday was Valentine's Day. I wanted to wear something nice for dinner with Mark. We were going to an Italian restaurant. I got home from work, and tried to get dressed. I succeeded, but it was depressing.

What was the problem? I couldn't fit into 3 pairs of slacks. To be honest, I was devastated. I felt like all the work I went through to lose the weight was lost. In reality I know it is not lost, but I am not on a good path. I almost cried. I had a long talk with Mark about it before we headed to dinner. He asked me what was wrong? Why did this happen.

Part of it is how miserable our home situation has been for 1 1/2 years. We lived in terrible conditions, which I don't want to get into. I will say that every time I went home, I got sadder as I got closer to home. Mark was miserable as well. When we had to opportunity to move we jumped on it.

I have dealt with some difficult things at work., as some things are not going well. I have dealt with unhappy co-workers. I think things can be salvaged, but it is going to take time. But is not good when home and work are not going well. It took an emotional toll on me, and I ate. Plus I was not working out as I should.

When we came home from dinner, Mark went into the kitchen and got our calendar. He sat me down, and we talked about a workout/running schedule. Mark plotted the days we would hit the gym for cross training, and when we would run. He told me later, "Take it one day at a time."

Today was day number one. I ate simply, but with the mindset that this was fuel for our workout. After work we did a 1:10 workout. I rode the bike for 9.25 miles and Mark was on the Eliptical. After that we headed to the weights and worked on upper body strength. It was a tough workout, but I began to feel so much better. I will be up front, I weighed myself - 213 lbs. Not happy about it, but I want you all to know where I am at the start, because I have a ways to go.

None of this takes the emotional stuff away, but at least I feel a plan is forming, and I am going to get better. Tomorrow I am running 4 miles.

Charlie

The Body Said Stop

Today the goal was to run 4 miles. I ran 2.5 miles. So what happened? Today I tried a pair of Asics Nimbus. Normally I wear the Brooks Dyad. The Nimbus is a comfortable shoe. It is Asics most cushioned neutral shoe. I could walk all day in it. I can't really run in it as I found out.

Most cushion usually means a softer feel. My feet and legs don't know what to do with a lot of cushion. For the start of the run I felt good. After a mile though I felt a bit wobbly. So what did this do to me? I felt a twinge of pain in my left knee at mile 2. I gave it another 1/2 mile, but I felt it twinge even more. I didn't want to push anything, so I stopped. I thought it was the right thing to do. I can always do 4 miles another day.

Charlie

Breathing Helps

A good many runners like to run without music. I go either way. Some days I want music/podcasts. Some days I want nothing. Today was a nothing day. I didn't run with iPod, and I was glad I did.

I think there are times I just want to hear my breathing and my foot steps. This really gives me a handle on how comfortable I feel with the pace. I think there are times when I am plugged in, that I am not really aware of how my body is doing on a run. So for today - breathing helped.

So how was my body? I felt I was running fairly evenly. My breathing was not hard by any means, and my legs and feet felt comfortable. All in all I was happy with this quiet run.

I did 4 miles in 48:13, which I thought was a decent time.

On another front - Mark is coming along well with his training. He has run 11 miles this week, and has another 4 mile run ahead of him. He was so happy when he weighed himself - 217 lbs. He tells me when he met me he was around 260-270 lbs. That is wonderful!

Charlie

4 Miles - Reflecting on the Spiritual

Last night I ran 4 miles at the gym, and I listened to Steve Runner on the iPod. Steve was discussing George Sheehan who talked about running as a religion. Steve pointed out that Sheehan did not mean it like a cult or religion, but it is a place which allows you to be closer to God, or whatever spiritual place works for you.

I have long felt my running was a way for me to meditate, and this reminder helped me a great deal through my run. I felt peace as I ran, and focused on talking to God. Generally I don't get religious on people here. I will say I was able to have a focused discussion with God as I ran, and it made for a better run for me.

Prayer or discussions with God does not have to happen in a church. Those can happen anywhere. While I would prefer these happen on a run surrounded by nature, I will take a good meditation in a gym, over not feeling at peace.

Charlie

Training Begins

Yesterday I hopped on the treadmill for the first time in two weeks. A combination of nasty cold, which I am getting over, and moving kept me from running. So while I felt out of shape and rusty, I was glad to get running again.

Indy Mini Marathon is coming up in May, and I want to get out there and run. Mark and I ran 3 miles, and we both agree it was good to be running. During my run, I thought about what I have missed by not running. I think I just need to get outside. Of course now I need to convince Mark that our training needs to move to the outdoors. I bet I can.

On another note....Usain Bolt is going to run in the U.S. I would LOVE to see him run in person. He will run in NYC in June at the Adidas Grand Prix. Man that would be something.

Another note....the Olympics are a week from today. Nothing gets me going running wise like watching the Olympics. Never mind there is no running in this Olympics....I get inspired.

Charlie

New Digs

Tonight I am writing from our new apartment. We moved in this weekend, and are still unpacking. Nice place, which is located between the Andersonville and Lincoln Square areas of town. I am much closer to work, and I will have all new neighborhoods to explore on runs.

The move meant I have not run in over a week, and 1/2 marathon training starts this week. I need to get Mark up and going so we can finish the Indy Mini Marathon strong.

I will share more about the new neighborhood soon. All I can tell you is I am a lot less stressed, and much happier.

Charlie

Not This Week

I am in the middle of a move, which I think I mentioned earlier this week. Now I have a cold or flu like thing. So I have decided not to run this week. No energy to run.

The good news is next week Mark and I are starting our 1/2 marathon training for Indy! I am looking forward to this race for a few reasons. First - I am happy to help Mark through to his first 1/2 marathon. This will be a true challenge for him. Personally I think he is up for it, but I know it will be tough.

Second - I have wanted to run this race. I was signed up for it last year, but had to back out as I wasn't ready.

Third - I love running in Indianapolis. I loved my marathon experience, so I am thinking this will be even more fun.

In the meantime, I am, as I said, about to move to a new apartment. Lots to do.

Charlie

Getting Back

For the last couple months I have felt detached from running. I haven't figured out where this detachment came from. It could have been an emotional let down after the marathon. Maybe it was my initial disappointment in not being promoted at work. Somewhere I felt separated from running.

Now I want to get that feeling back. I think setting goals is a good start. I am excited at the two half marathons I have planned. The one in Indianapolis, will be with Mark, as he sets out on his first half marathon. The race in Philadelphia will be for me. I want to PR. I know I can get under 2:45. I have been close, so I just have to put the pieces together to get a big faster.

I think one thing which will happen to improve my outlook is my move this week. Some of you know Mark and I have lived a horrible existence in the apartment we have been in. Now we have a chance at a better life, away from the horrible conditions we have been in. Plus I am so happy that Mark and I get to live on our own. This will go a long way to making me feel more like running.

I think running for the last year has been more of an escape from some bad things, as opposed to running because I love running. I think it's time to find that joy again. I'm ready to find that joy again.

Charlie

1/2 Marathon for the Fall

As you all know at this point, my spring marathon in the Indy Mini Marathon on May 8. My next question was what should I run in the fall? After a lot of consideration, I decided to register for the newly named - Rock n Roll Philadelphia, which had been the Philadelphia Distance Classic. I am very excited about this.

I chose this race, for two reasons; first I have never been to Philadelphia, and I thought this would be a terrific opportunity to see the city and get to know it. Second, the date really worked out. I had the Rock n Roll Virginia Beach on my list, and I knew I would have to work Labor Day Weekend. So in the end that was the serious competition to doing Philly.

As I said I am very excited about this. Now I feel I have some goals. I just need to fill in with smaller races during the year. Get ready Indy and Philly - here I come.

Charlie